I hate You bUt I lophe u...

I hate You, but I lophe you...
I can never let you go...
No matter wad u put me through...
You always feel like home...

For every smile you create...
You make a thousand more tears...
For every dread you take away...
You create a thousand more tears...

And the very one that holds me together...
shatters me into pieces...
You're the only one I want to be with forever...
But, your love for me only decreases...

You tell me now after all this time...
That you don't love me completely...
And now, Im supposed to be alright...
Knowing all u've done is deceive me...

Now, every time I hear those words...
"I love you"I'll feel only pain...
The reality that I once knew, blurs...
And I find it's not the same...

When I noe those words are just a lie...
And I'm left with only my love...
For someone who's love for me has died...
Because I'm never good enough...

It hurts to go on without you...
Not knowing wad is or ever was real...
I just don't noe wad to do...
Emptiness and confusion is all I feel...

All I can do is only live in denial...
And pretend that you actually love me...
And hope that after a while...
You'll come to your senses and see...
That you're in love with me...
And you can never stay away...
Like everyone else can see...
I hope you see the truth one day...

I hate you, but I lophe you...
I can never let you go...
And no matter wad u put me through...
You always feel like home to me...
I really care of u...
have u ever realize dat???